The Held Portal is your on-demand library for nervous system care and self-connection.

It’s a place to learn to trust your body, move through emotions with ease, and reconnect with your deepest knowing, so you can create a life that feels truly aligned.

It’s not another course to keep up with. It’s a library you dip into —

  • a 5-minute reset when you’re overwhelmed

  • a quick somatic check in to build self trust and resilience

  • or a deeper practice to release trauma and open up to love.

Instead of escaping into social media, you can use those same minutes to shift your state, restore your energy, and reconnect with what matters most.

✨Risk free 7 day trial✨

Maybe you’ve been feeling…

…anxious, overwhelmed, or just not yourself.

Maybe on the outside you look like you have it together, but inside you feel:

  • Drained, anxious, or numb

  • Overwhelmed by parenting, work, or life itself

  • Like you’ve read all the self-help books, listened to all the podcasts and even tried talk therapy but nothing actually changes

  • Stuck in old patterns of procrastination, addictive behaviours, low self-worth, people pleasing.

  • Maybe you know something needs to change but you don’t even know what you want anymore.

You’re not alone. For years, I lived that exact way.

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What Others Are Saying

  • Sometimes, we’re guided to try something new without fully understanding why, and once we do, we realize how life changing it can be. I wasn’t sure what to expect, but after just one session, I’m absolutely hooked.

    -Katie

  • I absolutely looooove your guided breath works! For me the one that stuck out the most was the empowerment breathwork. I have always had such a hard time learning to control my behaviours so this one hit the most home for me. Being able to breathe through the experience of reclaiming my own power, it was very empowering.

    Julia

  • I went into the session feeling stuck and uncertain, but I came out feeling like a completely renewed version of myself. I feel strong, confident, empowered and JOYFUL!

    -Katie

  • Ohhhh it's so good love! I skipped ahead and tried the sleep hypnosis.... I think I was out before the countdown ended! Will be rewinding to the beginning thanks for sharing your gifts and soothing voice!

    -Holly

  • I have now used the breath work session about 4 times and can say I can't get enough!! Stressful day at work? Straight to HELD! Thank you for creating such an amazing "pocket coach!"

    -Elena

  • I finally got around to doing the breathwork for emotional release in the portal today and I've got to tell you I was blown away. Everything about it was absolutely magical and I think what you have created with Held Portal is an invaluable tool. Super proud of you and happy to continue on as a paying member.

    -E. E.

  • Working with Shawna was a very rewarding and relaxing experience. I have tried modalities like hypnosis before but I have never felt so present and comfortable with the practise.

    -Ryan

Why I built this.

I know what it’s like to look fine on the outside while spinning on the inside.
For years I lived in quiet overwhelm, full of anxiety and exhaustion, never feeling quite enough. Even when life looked beautiful from the outside, I felt disconnected from it.

After a stage 4 cancer diagnosis at 39, everything changed. I realized…

I didn’t just want to survive. I wanted to feel alive.

But even after healing physically, the old patterns crept back: scarcity, stress, self-pressure.

What finally shifted everything was learning how to work with my nervous system and unconscious mind. Breathwork, somatic tools, and hypnosis helped me release what talk alone never could.

Now I feel calm, present, and genuinely happy, and I want that for you too.

That’s why I created The Held Portal, a growing library of breathwork, hypnosis, and somatic tools designed to help you regulate, reconnect, and remember who you are beneath the noise.

Come see what’s possible when you finally feel held.

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I get it. You’re already so busy…

Give me just 5 minutes a day and you can begin to shift how you feel.

Each practice stands on its own.

No modules, no deadlines, no falling behind.

Just a library of tools you can reach for anytime. Pick whatever feels aligned in the moment and let it meet you exactly where you are.

No pressure, no surprise charges. You’ll get a reminder when your trial ends, and you can decide if you want to stay for more of the magic.

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Benefits

Science tells us that these tools offer you:

🌙 Better sleep — fall asleep faster, wake up more rested

More energy + focus — without relying on caffeine

💗 Improved relationships — when your nervous system is regulated, you’re less reactive and more connected with the people you love

🧘 Calm under pressure — stressful moments don’t derail you

🌈 A lighter mood — joy in both big and everyday moments

🔥 Confidence to go bigger — saying yes to opportunities you used to shy away from

🚀 Career growth — more clarity, energy, and resilience to step into leadership and call in new opportunities

Try It Risk Free for 7 Days — $22/month after

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Not a Wellness Fad.

Breathwork, hypnosis, and somatic tools aren’t wellness fads. They’re practices trusted by some of the most high-performing and creative people in the world.

  • Billie Eilish led tens of thousands of fans through breathwork at Glastonbury, using it to manage stress and stay present.

  • David Beckham credits breath practices with helping him stay calm and grounded under pressure.

  • Adele used hypnotherapy to overcome stage fright and ease her anxiety before performing.

  • Michael Phelps, the most decorated Olympian of all time, used visualization and breathwork to train his mind and body for peak performance.

And beyond the spotlight, CEOs, leaders, and everyday people use these same tools to regulate stress, sharpen focus, and stay resilient when life gets demanding.

When you practice them, you’re not just calming down. You’re retraining your nervous system to release tension, reset faster, and open the door to more energy, confidence, and joy in everyday life.

Try it yourself!

WHAT’S INSIDE?

✔️A growing library of guided sessions (breathwork, hypnosis, somatic tools)
✔️ A Start Here path so you know exactly what to do first
✔️ Practices for quick shifts like the Espresso Breath or a quick hypnosis to anchor calm
✔️ Deeper transformational practices like the Empowerment breathwork or Inner Child Healing— and more to come!
✔️ A private community space for accountability and support
✔️ Access anywhere with the app (All you need is headphones!)


✔️ BONUS! Powerful guided manifestation practices and journal prompts to take the work even deeper!


Sign up now to lock in the founders rate of $22/month before the price goes up and have a coach in your pocket for less than $1/day.

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I'ts Time to Choose You!

I'ts Time to Choose You!

Join today and take your first step toward:

  • Feeling authentically calm

  • Reclaiming your energy

  • Living a life that feels yours again

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